We Will Never Be As Young As We Are Tonight

Although it seems cliche to live in the moment, I find it somewhat rewarding when I make rash decisions.  I am not entirely sure if I am the person that exudes freedom and the "don't give a care" attitude, but I've noticed that lately I am trying to fit that persona.  I've missed out on a lot just being stressed over the reality of a situation, rather than just accepting the overall outcome.  I may interpret this feeling as building a myth for myself, thinking that I will find realization in things by just making spur of the moment decisions.  Looking back on these decisions, and using them to write my own narrative, myth is merely recognized as a determined "reflection", as the writer Roland Barthes explains in Image-Music-Text.  Maybe it is time to accept the myth of the situation rather than the reality.


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